broken open

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i can't stop thinking
i keep trying to stop to pause
but its like reading,
once you can read you cannot not read the signs on the side of the road.
next time you are dreaming however, try to read something within your dream.
then try to read it again.
is it the same? can you?
this is the place i feel that we defends our sense of self.
we created self and then we fear anything that affects what self is.

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